I Like You....I Like Someone Else More....Or am I in a State of Denial...???

"Liking someone who kinda likes you, but liking someone more who you can't read...."

I have a problem

You see

There's a boy,

A good friend... 

Named Malik

For some strange reason

I can't make myself have a crush on him

He's nice

And I know

That if I asked

(and it was reasonable..)

He'd do just about anything for me...

 

I find it sweet...

And I do like him..

But not enough

To have a crush...

My feelings for him

Just aren't enough...

 

I like another...

So much that my heart sputters

When I spot him

Although I'm quite sure he knows it

He doesn't show it

And if there is some unspoken answer...

To my unspoken question....

My brains not telepathically recieving it.

 

Moving on...

That might be good, yes...

But to whom?

Whom would you suggest?

Poor Malik

Who clearly shows signs of interest?

Or a completely new person

Whose name I couldn't even begin to guess...

Boy, am I getting tired of this...

Confusing hormones are something

I wouldn't miss

about my puberty years...

 

It's filled with fears,

and tears,

and pressuring-no-good-all-up-in-your-business peers...

I can't wait..

For the end of these years...