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Dear, God, this day is dragging on. I am worn to a frazzle, though I fell asleep at one this morning. Guilt is racking my mind, seeing as I fell asleep texting Michael on a rather important matter. /Sigh. I'm sure he will understand, I was simply having a panic attack, and collapsed shortly thereafter.

 

Goodness, I am still devestated about not having children. I know I can adopt, which I planned on doing, but that is still not the same as having my own child. Besides, what guy is going to want to be with a woman that is incapable of having children, and could possibly die if she become pregnant? I know I wouldn't want to be with me. Maybe I am being too hard on myself. I am lacking the understanding of why this is happening, though.

 

Eric and I argued last night, as well. Oh well. It is much better off this way. Now, I can go to the concert with Cody and have him stay the first weekend, without feeling guilty. I cannot wait for this concert.

 

This is weekend is looking very promising. Amber and I are meeting up this Saturday, and I am staying the evening with her. We plan on going to a local coffee shop, playing N64/DDR, and cooking. Oh, dear, this is going to be fun.