Never lose the vision.

My eyes and body are screaming desperately for sleep. Between the nagging pain in my right side and talking on the phone, I hardly slept.

Once again, Cody I spent nearly two hours on the phone. Kristin discovered that Cody and I are going to see Maroon 5, so needless to say, that caused some issues. Oh well. He and I had a jolly good time laughing at Kristin's lack of maturity. Though, thinking back on it, us laughing at her is rather immature as well. /Shrug. At least Cody and I are getting along, and only thirty eight more days until we go to the concert.

 

Michael and I also spent a good majority of the wee morning hours, talking. We made the executive decision of just being friends. He was greatly concerned that he would hurt me with his manner of "distancing himself", though, I am the same way. I was rather taken-aback with his consideration, and it made me feel cared about. Michael also called me sweet, and pretty, which of course, makes any girl smile. The time is simply not right for he and I, but we are still remaining close friends. I am rather excited about the show Friday evening, as well. He and I will have a splendid time, I'm sure.

 

Well, my doctor's appointment is in five hours. My nerves are already shot. The option of surgery has me scared out of my fragile mind. I suppose if it is going to make my sides feel better, then I should have this operation. Sadly, my chances of having children are slim to none, and even the thought of me carrying a child is damaging to my health. /Sigh. Finding a mate who does not want a child of his own may be difficult. Oh, dear, I'm only eighteen, why I am so concerned with that?

 

Reviews

[Egan]

I love this story It gives the feeling of a journal entry. I love this
Great Write!!!