July 8, 2008

My mind is going a million miles per hour, currently. I cannot seem to slow it down.

Amber is very depressed, and it saddens me to see her hurt. I wish there was something I could do to help her, but I am helpless. Hopefully a good night's rest will make her feel better. I am deeply concerned.

Cody and I had another argument. Though, I shouldn't care, I do. This situation needs to smooth over, because, I don't know what else I can do. It just annoys the hell out of me when he ignores me. Maybe, I am just paranoid. Oh, wait, I am.
Eric is really starting to mean something to me. Everyday we talk, and grow closer, yet, I feel at ease about it. Normally, I'd be a mess and anxious, but talking to him is now the highlight of my day. I sound so silly. I've never been the girl to be "crushing" over a guy. He told me to push my past aside, and just trust him. I believe I will. He's special to me, now. /Smiles.


My right hand is cramping due to the fifty pages of tax forms and such that I had to fill otu for work. I shouldn't complain, though. I am making at least two hundred dollars a week. That's a nice bit of cash, to me. Hopefully, I can save up and buy a car in a few months.

Good news! I get to see Eric in sixteen days now. Just thought I would throw that out there. We may not spend a lot of time together, but it sure beats waiting forty-four days.


My mood is starting to improve, I s'pose. Now, I'm in a mellow and worried state-of-mind. I should call it a night.