I tumbled into a coil of barbed wire
while tripping on real LSD
unhurt, unphased, unscarred, untangled
unmemorable except for metaphorical images
filed in my photographic memorial morgue
to use when I need reminders of how I can hurt
by choice in the wrong places at the wrong times
using the wrong company to alleviate
temporary melancholy only made matters worse
leaving larger gaping holes
in an already limping psyche
unwanted yet necessary self-reflections
give hindsight a cringing appeal
like Sunday highway accidents
involving families and church vans
We don't want to admit we get a rush from either
some things brain stain us
produce change in us
make us face us
in un/funhouse images
moved way beyond Rotten.com or bmezine.com
2-D grotesque visceral images
are shrugged off or tattooed on
as we bore us with been there done that
got the scarification in hipster white
on my forearm with matching belt
and I silently scream from twisting inside out
through barricades down memorylanes
strewn with mind trapped time bombs
masquerading as points of reference