I am Noting

I am Noting

A Story by Kourtnii

Cant you hear me screaming

Im bleeding needing you to be here for

Me to be a normal human

Bring free and being me

What is me?

Woe is me.

I cannot breathe

 

What Im feeling is real

I cant exaggerate these tears

This life is a lie

I cannot survive

Im dying inside

 

Cant you see me screaming

Cant you see me breaking

Don't say its just a phase

A moment in time, Ive been trapped here my whole life

Hiding it for years

To give you what you need

 

No one thinks of me

You think youre helping

Youre making it harder

For me to let go

Be free from this lie they all call life

 

My love fros to hate

Im dying I suffocate

Each time I live this lie

I cant show you how wrong

the list is too long

 

 

Im barely alive, you cant call this a life

Look in my eyes

Call ne a liar

Ive lied my whole life

And you all believe me

You think Im alive,

Don't you?

© 2014 Kourtnii


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Added on January 7, 2014
Last Updated on January 7, 2014

Author

Kourtnii
Kourtnii

Glen Burnie, MD



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Its been forever since my last update. I had alot of things going on inside me that i never let out. One day I tried to take my life, thank God I didnt. I am a survivor. One in a few, and I know that .. more..

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