Scared

Too scared to walk down these halls

For i dont know what awaits

Too scared to log out of facebook

For im too scared of what you'll post

Too scared to have a social life

For im scared I'll run into YOU

Too scared to do anything at all

So i just sit here in my bed,

Crying day and night

The only person that knows somethings wrong

Is my father.

Cause hes the only one who gives a s**t

My mom and sisters ignore it

They think its just a stage of my life

How is depression ever a stage in someones life?

I know i need help

But i dare not seek it

I just let these terrible thoughts rot my brain

While i just lie there on the ground

Arms around my knees

Trying to put my life back together

While at the same time trying to Hold my life together

I just want to die

And i'll be sure on my suicide note

That if anyone wants to point the finger at anyone

To point it at you.

For you drove me to this insanity.

And I hope Guilt Eats you Alive.

You said

"F**K YOU YOU DONT KNOW MY LIFE"

Well guess what?

You dont know mine

If you stepped in my shoes

For even a minute

You would not survive

You wouldn't be able to stand the great pain

The pain in your chest that wont go away.

And these thoughts i have will make you go insane.

So heres what im ganna say

"You dont know my life

Back the f**k off

I hope your happy when im Dead

And i hope guilt Eats You Alive"

Author's Note

Ignore Grammar. Please Review