a religious icon.

the most psychadelic & beautiful peice i believe i have ever thought of...

i saw jesus at the end of this black road

he smiled as i was ready to kick the chair,

the rope licking all over my neck,

grasping the tree with its life i was about to lose.

i filled my lungs with earth's sweet air, and opened my eyes.

he held a light in between his fingers,

that he eventually digested, making his entire carcass glow a dim blue.

exhaling slowly with a lingering smoke that danced in the air,

it made it's way to my lips, kissing ever so softly...

and disappearing with a quiet curiosity.

confusion and desperation plagued my mind.

racing. racing. racing.

the meaningless life i was about to lose,

in front of a religious icon with no significant intention to save me,

from this f*****g inferno i had slowly built with every waking day.

i opened my mouth to speak! i tried to clench my fists! i tried to scream!

every part of me was paralyzed.

i breathed, i choked.

tears run down my face..

until a slight wind hugged my body.

caressing with the security of home.

i closed my eyes to the thought.

the thought of home, a safe place, a serenity.

all that my life had always longed for.

i had found a peace of mind in the few seconds i was alive.

as the chair fell.