hey you its me, wake up!

these "poems" kinda of just happen, they get written on mail, napkins.. and my skin. These are moments and ideas that happen that journal my life. they have no real reason, they just are

Energy
my soul is on fire
I am like a massive emotional car crash
Horror movie sceams and knife fights in a back alley
I am in this state of mind
If I was in your shoes looking in,
I might be able to control this?!

I am up at night
fighting my inner demons.
and you all know I have them..
or maybe they have me?
That fire burning red and hot inside me.
I am a force to incounter
I am a force to be dealt with

Tame me
I know I have been begging you to
maybe you havent checked your messages lately?
taunt me...
I dont play well with others
I cant promise this will be painless....
but pain reminds us we are alive....right?

energy
I am a ball of confusion
I chase myself in this endless game of soul tag
I wonder what happens when I finally catch myself?!