Why

 

Why is the world so mean to me?

Why can’t it respect me?

What have I done?

Why lord? WHY?

Am I not good enough?

So many questions and no answer

Why does nobody see me but only my shell?

Nobody sees Ida but only my skin

Nobody sees me crying inside

Nobody hears my scream for help

Only in a mask I hide

But God sees though it

But he does nothing

I am religious, yes

But feel so abandoned

Where is my God?

Where is my saviour?

And where am I?