real pain

wrote for a contest

I lost half of myself

A brother betrayed me

It hurts like nothing else

That my family turned its back and I see myself

 As a thing for gossip

Not a human anymore

I did nothing wrong and they agreed

But still showed me to the door

Left in the rain to rot

But I still smiled

Like I was taught

Told I was damaged and no one ever really cared

I have secrets still

That I have never shared

Buried it in a pile with all the pain I’ve ever felt

And wore a mask

Let it melt into my skin

Until I was convinced

My smile wasn’t fake

It was only broke

Said and heard only words I shouldn’t have spoke

I’m fine.

Reviews

[Demii]

Wow, this is powerful and deep. A lot of your writing seems really deep, pure and sad. The titles are eye capturing as well. Another good one ! I like this piece a lot, very relate-able. This is my favorite stanza.
"Told I was damaged and no one ever really cared
I have secrets still
That I have never shared
Buried it in a pile with all the pain I’ve ever felt"

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

This poem is very relatable, I think that people should remember that they aren't alone no matter if they feel that way. No matter how many times the door gets shut in you face, don't give up. Never lose hope in life or in yourself.

Kaze~