again

you're driving there
tears falling
from your sun glasses

you don't normally
put the windows down
they fell
dead fair
maiden hair
to blow wildly
while
tears dying
to salt
on wounds
or grass
hurts them
both

i did this
screaming above
primed break
settled stake
sealed the deal
monster fake

you'd follow me
i knew that
climb the many trees
of childhood memories
clasping hands
mutual bands is us
hearts engulfing
wholeness

definitions stomped
"out with the meaning!"
kindred forever
staying or fleeing

passion
ate desire
and became
"Sire Passioned"
comic with truth
to lessen the blow
"brutal honesty"
we shared 
but lied to ourselves
can funny keep
the pain afloat
or shall we go
down with the boat

you're still driving
away from me
and I know why
for I can see
me
not knowing how it worked
left the canvas blank
and it got dirty
collected dust
what good is it now?
no holes a must

memories of your voice
paint pictures
of my feelings
bitter sweet
bitter

flooding my vicinity 
with story intertwined
chocolate or divinity
sweet your skin divine

quivering lips
accelerating
your smell drifting
your smile
our...

faster, peddle pressed
i need to veer you off
so tonight, we drive
off a cliff
together
in different cars

find me
once again
next time around
abounding blend
sound we'll send
around the bend
vibrations complete
no feet to compete
with an us
from seed
bleeding
i awake from this wreck
you're gone
mirrored loss
so i try to floss
your lip gloss 
from my mind

that way you put it on
not even knowing
freeze frame perfection
i'll hold it for you
like I used to
once

a dunce
or insane?
repetitions that happen
appear in my brain

dusting my clothes off
with lip balm in pocket
walked away from the wreck
nope, didn't lock it