Even Words Can't Explain...

I wrote my words of goodbye.

But even those words,

Didn't explain why,

I do all those things.

I chase after you,

I hug you,

I enjoy your jokes...

I laugh everytime you..

You...

That one word sticks into my head..

Like a bee and a honey comb.

Sometimes,

I wish you knew...

How hard it is to say goodbye...

When you knew how...

It felt to be left behind...

While your best friend hangs out...

With other people...

And she ignores you...

But...

Yet she still call you...

Her "best friend".

Words can only tell you...

1/4 of what I feel...

I could never...

Have the guts to say...

What's truely on my mind...

Because,

I want to stop feeling this way..

Not just about you...

But about everything that I doubted....

Like how...

My so called "friend"...

Almost me made me go insane...

Or how...

My "boyfriend"...

Has feelings for other girls...

And who knows...

What he does when I'm not around..

He tells me how he loves me but...

I just fake a smile...

And turn away...

My ex "boyfriend"...

Says eh doesn't care when...

It's obvious he does..

And my worst "enemy"...

Has turned out to be a good...

Friend then I ever thought he'd be...

My "bestie" claims to like a girl....

But yet...

He never dated her...

And he only dates girls who are close to her....

And my "bestie" doesn't realize...

How it felt to be a 3rd wheel...

Until he reads this...

But until then....

No word in the wolrd could explain...

My emotion rite now...

I'm sorry if I ever hurt anyone...

And I'm sorry for not being...

A good friend to my "best friend"...

No wonder she ignores me...

And I just wanna tell her:

"I'm sorry. I don't deserve a friend like you."

 

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[Luna Northstar]

oh, never mind matt is stupid. If you want a lesson on the stupidness of matthew email me at [email protected] or contact me by sending me a message. LOL trust me thought, matt is not worth your time

[Luna Northstar]

who is this about???

[Coraline Havoc]

:( matthew Y.Y TT^TT