No One

No one ever cares about me

They exspect so much out of me

And I never live up to the Exspectations

 

They want to believe I'm perfect

That I'm always my bubbly self

But I'm Not

 

My friends and I fight

The guys I like find out

My grades slip to Bs

And the only thing my parents care about

Is school

 

When I get my report card theres a new civil war

I get grounded

Yelled at

No... SCREAMED at

My mom mostly

 

I swear they dont remember what its like to be a teenager

Trying to keep good grades

And a good rep with the teachers

While trying to survive with the populars and the punks

At this Zoo we call Middle School

 

I hate every ounce of it

Its like a slab of meat in a pirhana tank

You get eaten quick

 

And just because I'm in the advanced classes

They think im supposed to get all A+s.

And that im going to get a collage scholarship

 

Im not

I already know

 

If my little brother was in the advanced classes

They'd care about his like they do mine

He gets Ds and Fs and they just shrug

They're faces as straight as the Phinx's.

 

My friends don't get it either

Thinking I'm always happy

Always hyper

Always annoying David

But no

 

The guys I like talk to me

Which I love

But sometimes what they say

Makes me wanna fall in a hole

And sit there

For many years to come

 

There are only 2 friends I tell everything to

And have never lied to them

Julia and Emily

My best friend and my favorite older sister

Well, she not technically related to me

But the feelings still there

 

My best guy friends come and go

Jeffrey. Randy. Damion. Logan. Nikita.

The first and last are the greatest.

But no matter what happens

Nikita will always be the best.

Best overall.

 

I'm not popular at school

Nor will I ever be

Sure most of my friends are pretty

But some are jerks

And my parents think I'm fine

But my mind is slowly dying

And they wont even try to stop it

 

No one ever cares about me

They exspect so much out of me

And I never like up to the exspectations

Author's Note

I was crying while typing.

Reviews

[CR8TEME]

Aw, Hannah, This is true, I love you girl. Olive you, DJD. I wish I could hug you so hard right now, I'm in for the trip F.Y.I. And you know what.... Things will get better thats all I can say about our "Teenage" Life....cuz sometimes I swear this is EXACTLY how I feel..... Exactly... I wish we could just show them how hard middle school is, and how much we go through sometimes you know? Just how hard Drama is now, and just how hard every little thing is.... Teachers, Homework, Boys, Friends, Popular people, Tests, grades, Everything. Things will get better I promise.