Rocking Boat

just a little splurge

There was a split moment where I was sure about everything, my next move, my future, every step... but I live in reality, and honestly, my reality has always been foggy. They say Pisces are dreamers, and I shall forever blame this on my fate. I live in between the world of realism, and the colors my brain paints against my heads walls. Do you ever feel like you don't belong? That you're forever destined to just float about, hope for the best, the colors, but realize the truth. "Eventually you will have to settle. Eventually, every floating thing will settle." That's what they stuff my ears with.. yet, how untrue is this? Because, what if, that floating thing lands in the ocean, to forever be flittering. Of course, eventually, the waves will consume me, and I'll be drowning. See there was a split moment where I was sure about everything, my next move, my future, every step... but that was a sliver, and alas I am now drowning... drowning in so many colors...