hi Shadowine! i like this poem. i can kinda relate to this too. i don't particularly like getting hurt but i have a history of doing things that ended up hurting me, and like with writing i did those things to understand what they mean (if you can write about it then you can begin to understand it). if that makes sense, i dunno. just my personal interpretation. sorry it's sorta ramble-y. and thank you for sharing this :)
Short and sweet. One thing I really like is usage of drug and cure. It's cool because a drug can sometimes be the cure. Like, if you have a stomach ache, you take some Tylenol. But in this case, it's very clear which sort of drugs you are referring to. :)