I do and I dont

I dont want to like him

This feeling tingles every bone

I dont want him 

The fear that I am going to mess up

I dont need this

That regretful feeling

I dont....

Yet I do...

The hopeful feeling

I do want him to hold my hand

This tiring glance

I do want him to look at me

That wishful sigh

I do pray for a sign

The missing piece

I do...

Again I dont...

This constant game of flirting

I don't want to cry over him

The heart break once again

I don't want to glance at him

The feeling of a lost day dream

I dont want to hate 

This love that I never seen

I dont...

Yet once again I do...

The peace of his smile

I do want him to hold me close

That restless of day to day

I do want to be the one he calls

This tingling in my toes to my head

I do yearn to his

The pain of not knowing

The entire day could be spent on 

Do's and Don'ts 

But one thing does matter

I like him

The Do's and Don'ts will break my heart

Till I know the truth...

Author's Note

Finished: 2-7-12

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Like the old saying from the days of old. "We are damn if we do. And damn if we don't." Life give us choices. Leave us with question that can be answered by living and chance. A strong ending to a excellent poem.
Coyote