Shall be

I don't like him

 I used to like him

 He use to bring a smile 

There use to be this hope  

A chance 

That this was not a one side crush 

It was crushed 

But he was a crush 

Now I am l telling myself 

That the feelings for him aren't there 

A wise friend told to pray 

For God's will to be done 

In a short time I forgot him 

It was strange to me 

This feeling 

During this time 

I wasn't 

 Obsessing about my latest crush

 It was strangely calming 

I found peace in myself 

Than chasing someone else 

Some peers started telling me 

To go after him again  

Resulting in the flutttering wings In the heart 

As I rushin back into another crush 

This time the prayers won't work 

I still have this burning fire inside me 

From the wishing of him and me 

It is a constant battle to focus on my school 

Everyday I tell myself 

I know that I am not ready 

That everything is in God's hands 

I don't like him 

Words spoken everyday 

Yet everyday 

They are brush into nothingness 

Because I can the face the fact  

I like him I also trust that 

God's will Shall be done 

Finished: 9-26-12

Author's Note

Inspired by: silent man

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[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

Love can be the most addicting of drugs... repeating the cycle is such a common human error... nice poem.