Drowning

Self thoughts

I don’t know what is this that I am feeling. I do not know what label to give, neither describing it. 

All I know is that, there is something wrong with me.

I hated myself physically. I am loosing self confidence. I am drowning.

I feel too weak, too vulnerable.

I feel separated from my own self.

I am struggling spiritually.

I can't focus.

Yeah, I know something is wrong, and I don’t want this. I want to go back to what I used to be.

I want to reconnect emotionally and spiritually.

But why I am too numb to start.

I am to weak to concentrate, I am strugling to renew.

I want to detoxify, but I cant start moving.

I want to walk, but my feet is too numb.

I want to cry, but tears wont flow.

I want to shout, but voice wont come out.

I am drowning.

Reviews

[Carlos Lorenzo Estrada]

Visceral and filled with emotion. There is a catharsis in poetry and the arts in general that allow us freedom to reveal the broken pieces of ourselves. Which in time become our strengths. Keep on writing and never stop.

[iamcath]

Thank you :)