to earth, from moon

there is a deep echoing emptiness in my chest
these notes of sorrow reverb in my mind
my eyes are hellholes, but i smile all the same
my stomach is a whirlpool of angry hornets
my entire body aches with piercing thoughts
all i wanted was you

i love how you take my breath away
your eyes draw me in, and i am paralyzed with fear
a whole new sensation, you electrified me
i cant take the pressure of your beauty
your soft touch warms my cold heart
when i am at your side, the world starts to glow

now my insides are on fire
i loved you first but she loved you better
her radiance overtook my soft ebb
the sun outshines the moon and i am erased
i know this is my doing, what did i expect?
i need you, but you want her more

i think im losing my mind now
first love is last love when first love stings worse
the stars once shone bright but they fade in dawn's breaking
its too late to fix this, no need to try
when i do, my throat strangles itself
why cant i cry?