6 Doors Down From Hell

Crippling disaster piece festering its hate inside me

slowly poisoning and making me pay the fee

of the pain i know i suffer from but cannot feel

im dead inside and i don’t even care

im shattered and broken im pulling my hair

shuddering in the shocks of realization

and now i too far to turn back and go home

Im 6 doors down from hell

and its moving closer trying desperately to find me

knocking on every door along the way

i sit in silence hoping it will go away

now im 5 doors down from hell and its closing in

im 5 doors down from my bitter end

Im sinking at a catastrophic rate

i dont want this horror to be my fate

make is fade back into the shadows of my sins

im ignored and it just keeps closing in

and soon oh very soon ill be down on my knees

in front of Lucifer pleading for something better

i am denied by that and im caged inside

Im 5 doors down from hell

and its moving closer trying desperately to find me

knocking on every door along the way

i sit in silence hoping it will go away

now im 4 doors down from hell and its closing in

im 4 doors down from my bitter end

Doom is creeping up on me and i really want peace

thats out of the question the reality is im going to cease

to exist and then ill be nothing but then again

once I really put some thought into these mindless ramblings of terror

I was never anything to begin with

im just the shell of a boy who had a bright future

Im 4 doors down from hell

and its moving closer trying desperately to find me

knocking on every door along the way

I sit in silence hoping it will go away

now im 3 doors down from hell and its closing in

im 3 doors down from my bitter end

All i know is gone my life has floated to heaven

in a black balloon and i have nothing to gain

theres no point in trying anymore so i cower in fear

in the little corner of my mind as the knocks continue on my door

as for my mind there is nothing left anymore

maybe im insane but i know this is real

 

 

I’m 3 doors down from hell

and its moving closer trying desperately to find me

knocking on every door along the way

I sit in silence hoping it will go away

now i’m 2 doors down from hell and its closing in

I’m 2 doors down from my bitter end

All if know from this little corner is that its getting hot in this room

and the knocks are louder

I hear the shrills of other lost souls my brethren my god

I sit in the corner and say to myself god oh heavenly father why

and then im stuck with the realization to myself that I never believed

in a god that created all man so why do i cry to him now

this is my mentality the mind of a mad man and im still afraid

Im 2 doors down from hell

and its moving closer trying desperately to find me

knocking on every door along the way

i sit in silence hoping it will go away

now im 1 door down from hell and its closing in

im 1 door down from my bitter end

Im suffocating from the smell of sulfur this poison cocoon of smoke

and its right next door, all my fears

im choking back tears im trying to be sane

i wanted my life to end the way it came

as unnoticed as the death of a fly in a hot car

and its going to be that way the nerve racking knocking stopped

the footsteps start its coming for me

Im 1 door down from hell

terrified out of my mind

im about to cry and im losing my mind

the footsteps stopped i hear a knock

...its here...

 

 

Author's Note

there might be typos i apologize in advance

Reviews

[phantom]

This is a really good poem about getting closer and closer to hell. As a cathlic I tend to wonder is there really a god because if there is then he must not care what happens to us cause there is all this suffering in the world and no one is really doing anything about it. I didn' notice any typos but then again i was to captivated to notice. Again really good poem.