Love is a Fantasy

This is seriously my current situation -__-

Why do this to me now

When we’ve only just met

Why be so good

When you barely even know me

Why look at me that way

When you’re only going to leave

Why touch me the way you do

Why kiss me and hug me

Why make me feel like you care

 

It’s not the distance that makes me hesitant

It’s my past and the pain

It’s never going to go away

I’m hesitant with love

I’m hesitant with my heart

So why are you doing this to me

Why are you making me feel wanted

 

Don’t look at me that way

Don’t tell me that I’m beautiful

Don’t kiss me with those lips

Don’t touch me so gentle

Don’t make me believe that happiness exists

 

We’ve both been hurt

We’ve both said love is a fantasy

 

So why make me feel that it might just be real

Author's Note

Pretty much my current situation with this wonderful guy...