~Life and Death~

Couldn't sleep so yea just started writing random stuff on how i feel..

       We all know we are going to die eventually. Right? Unless you are a vampire or a creepy science experiment. But yea.. We all are gonna die sooner or later, it's just how life works. Everyone says they are afraid to die, but i say you should only be afraid if you know you are going to hell. If you know you are going to Heaven then you shouldn't be afraid to die, mostly because you know that you are going to be happy and never feel any pain. I am more afraid to live life. It's filled with so much pain and hatred. Sometimes you feel invisible, or you feel like you don't belong. Death is peaceful and easy, you knwo you are going to live the rest of eternity happy, you will no longer feel paain or sadness. So to all those who are afraid to die, I say be more afraid too live. Be more afriad to feel pain and sadness. I won't say i can't wait to die, but I will say that when my time does come, then i will know that this is how life works and i will no longer feel the pain that i feel everyday while I still live on this planet. I feel like i'm already in hell, the way I am soemtimes treated. But wrting is my way of escaping that trapped feeling. I can just dissapear and pretend there is no one around me, I can create a world that i want to live in.. A perfect world. It's fun to imagine, imagine your perfect little world that you will probably never have. The world will never be a perfect place, we all know this. There are to many killers, and haters of God, too many people that just don't care about anyone anymore. Many people are like that, pretty much the whole world is like this.. But i'm not i have my times of not caring about anything or anyone, but i will never become like anyone else. I am my own person, and I like to stand out and be different.. Be myself. I am my own person, and i'm not afraid to die, i'm more afraid to live. I do believe that i am going to Heaven and i will be happy for the rest of eternity. I am my own person. I am original.
I am Samantha Leigh.

Author's Note

Tell me what you think. But don;t tell me to change anything (unless it's spelling) it's MY writing and not yours. I do care what you look for in wrting, but its how I feel not you.