Love doesn't live here anymore;A Poem by i'mHiding
I just want to disappear, my voice has shrunk, no longer clear,
i live in constant regret and fear, who to turn to now?
i lost my way, loves gone far away, my heart no longer lives here,
it's in your house, locked away in that house, a home i can't go near.
i lay on this hill, my blood forever spills, throughout the dry, dancing grass,
highlighted blue, by the pale-stained moon, as the midnight breeze blows past.
i'm all alone, internally locked & barred, cut deeper than before,
by myself, bruised & scarred, sprawled upon the floor.
A canvas is laid, the artist in payed, the deathly figure of you,
Love is a lie, this love will die, wither away with you.
i find that my mind is still where i lay, beneath the dust and my hearts gateway,
has flung open so quickly, a vision so sickly, disguises itself before the coming of day.
fallen hard, lost in the dark, divided between disgust and desire,
i'll let you go, just to show, that perhaps i could be stronger.
but if it should be, the regret of my need, i'll do all i can do,
collect all the pieces, fade away, whether or not i want to.
i'm afraid. What will i do? you force me to remember,
that i promised to wither away with you...
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