I can't ask for help but I might need it.

my body no longer answers to me

it's turned into a cage I aim to flee

though the door is missing

I make it my mission

to find the key

in my quest, i must run and hide

from all the things i cannot fight

they make up a long list 

so fear and I coexist

when your own body mistrusts you

there’s not much you can do

any duty assigned

is a threat to your mind

it must seek a way out

so in my despair, i trace my escape route

run out of air 

when the tracks aren’t there

weak to my knees

my mind just begs, please

can someone just take care of me?