Why Try To Escape?

 why try to escape the hell,
that you know you go back to?
May be easier just to yell,
then to hold back the emotion.
Why try to escape the scene,
that in your heart you return to?
Why not just let it out in a scream,
saying everything that hurt?
Why return to them,
when they just want to reject you?
She may do it kindly,
but she still picked him.
Why try to escape the thoughts,
and emotions that cloud your mind?
You are going to be caught,
and have to face them in time.
Its time to just concede,
and let the pain envelope.
But hope your minds like a seed,
that sprouts through the ashes