twinning with Munch – silent scream (Published in Pastiche, the magazine of the OLLI Writers Group)A Poem by HulyaYRising from the lowest possible state of existence to a level inviting hopeonto death, I want to lay the self my One and Only’s hope eyes erase the bed before the head makes contact
onto death, I want to lay the self deadlock is all I feel what have I become? what, though, had I been?
the husband…former already? weary, distraught, ruined my One and Only’s sun face takes a shadow now and again
it all began with her inside me love took off to eternity with her every smile my only precious bond to life for whom I pushed aside the self not one small regret the one for whose hope death does not get me today
I made us a home, I glorified it on my own for long, too long of many years filling in for all marital lack: a promise is a promise after all! years left, tens of years passed away multiplied into trying decades once looked aback, there exists a husband… my One and Only’s sun face takes a shadow now and again her graceful, not yet disheartened soul wound up on the verge of a leap onto her own life but…how about…
no, no, not possible! once my One and Only is no longer home having set onto her own path the husband and I… ways of ours ever so apart how long, until where? if the self can remain as self, that is!
onto death, I want to lay the self my One and Only’s hope eyes erase the bed before the head makes contact
onto death, I want to lay the self deadlock is all I feel what have I become? what, though, had I been? © 2012 HulyaYAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorHulyaYState College, PAAbout“I had become an expert at camouflage. My precocity allowed me, chameleonlike, to be to each what they required me to be.” Bryce Courtenay, “The Power of One” more..Writing
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