HolleyA Poem by child of God
I am sick of crying.
I am tired or trying. Yeah I'm Smiling But inside I'm Dying Faking a smile, however. Is so much easier. Then explaining. Why I'm sad Yes I am hiding What I'm feeling But I'm tired Of holding This inside My head I wish I could Actually tell you I'm Faking a smile, and That I'm not okay Even though I claimed I were then let you give A hug and stay no Matter how much I say I'd be fine alone I want to shatter This mask I want to not be afraid I want to make All the pain Go away I want to see Those eyes shine bright I want to see that smile But nevertheless, In my head If I open up Those eyes Are going to fade I can only rely on my emotions I try to speak I'm trying to give you my soul But no words come out My emotions speak the words that are not yet spoken. My eyes cry the tears that tell every fear. I have a story A undying love that's aching to be heard, but my mind freezes I want the laughter I want to hours on the phone I want everything he has Nathan has that confidence That feels so far way It's the worst feeling in the world When feelings come and go And you can't decide what you want When there is so much to say But you do not know where to begin. © 2024 child of God |
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Added on September 10, 2023 Last Updated on June 25, 2024 Authorchild of Godedmond , OKAboutMy name is Stephanie Phillips I am 25 years old I have been writing for nearly seven years I'm a mother of two kids daughter's autistic with apraxia of speech son adhd and I am an autistic woman who .. more..Writing
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