Equal love?

I am not sure how to say this.
I love you so much.
My heart breaks sometimes.
I absolutely adore you.
With one step, I can fall in.
To your Coldness.
And other times, you
Like a ray of sunshine.
That renders it impossible.
To cry, You are
The most confusing, and
Complex person i know
You are frightening.
You are peaceful
You are nice.
You are mean
I am unable to read you.
I simply want you.
To love me as
Much I love you.