I know

I know I am not the best person.
I know I am crazy.
I know I am weird.
I know I am annoying.
I know I am emotional.
I know I am jealous.
I know I am childish.
I know I am immature.
I know I am fucked up.
I know I am stupid.
I know I am stubborn.
I know I am ridiculous.
I know I am irrelevant.
I know someone like me.
Does not deserve
Who I have because he is
So incredible
And have everything going for him.
I know people think
I am holding him back.
From his full potential
I know what they think.
He ought to leave me.
But I also know.
that there decision
to make for him
I know they think
he could do so much
better than me.
Do you think I am unaware of this?
It hurts me because...
I know it is true.
But they can not say.
anything about me.
When they know.
so little, they don't know
me like he does
So, they have no right.
To judge me...
Believe it or not,
I do love him.
I love him more than ANY
Other women will.
I can guarantee you that