stalker

Everwere I go it follows will I ever escape it

Abuse it's everywhere
It is as if I am trapped.
No matter what
Why is it that?
I feel completely lost.
Like the world.
Is out to get me
Abuse from:
So many
Father
You
Have left me scarred.
So much
I can never
See myself
The same
Then more abuse
Came as you
and mom
Split ways
I moved in,
With her thinking
Is the abuse
Gone but no
I did not escape.
I just ran into
To further abuse
Dear Uncle Charlie
You have taken away
My innocence
You disrespected.
My body, though
Even worse...
You were not the last
There were
Six additional perverts.
After you
And all of
You got away
Father
You took
Me back and
I thought ok
Maybe I'll
Be ok this time
Around but
O what was I thinking?
I am unable to escape.
Abuse
You married
My worst
Nightmare
Dear Charity,
You...
You have made
Me feel horrible
About myself:
You made me
Change my self
You made my father
Even worse...
I never had a childhood.
I fled when you laid
Your thin little fingers
Around my throat.
Then when I thought,
Ok I'll go to my best
Friend but no
Abuse followed me
Her grandma
Dear Glinda
You...
You striped my
Communication
To the
little slice
Of love I had
You told me
That I deserve
Abuse
I then ran again.
Yet thinking
Did I evade you?
Abuse, why are
You following
Me why won't
You leave me
Alone I don't
Know how
Much more
My heart
Can take
I am just waiting.
For you to
Return and haunt.
Me Yet again
Who will
Be
The next
Tool of
Yours
The next
Abuser
I don't
Know......

Reviews

[SmittyJas]

I have nothing to add or say to make it go away Bless you my son.

[child of God]

Thank you but um Son? I'm a girl

[SmittyJas]

So sorry about the gender comments I just didn't know.

[child of God]

It's ok sr

[TL Boehm]

I'm not sure why no one has reviewed this. There are so many who go through this and many of us do come out the other side victorious and able to be normal. Sometimes the writing is a purge....sometimes it is a warning to others.
Peace.