I understand

I know what its like
To have to see the pain
To conflict pain to ease
The pain of the mind
Mental scares are worse
The voice screaming for attention
Telling you that it will fix everything
You fight it knowing that it wont
Solve a thing all it will do is
Mask the true pain in your mind
You need to fight
Remind your self
That you are loved
Imagine what your mother
Will go through if you
Slip and hit an artery
She will never see
Her child grow up
Mother's don't
Want to out live
There child
Imagine what
Your freinds
Will think
They will
Think and
Wonder
What did
I do wrong
They will ask
Themselves
Why didn't she
Tell us
Think before
You let the
Voices win
What is it worth
Is it worth those Scars
That are etched in your skin
Is it worth the pain that you
See in your families
And love ones eyes
When they see
The marks and scars
Go get help tell some
Your feelings that doesn't
Get rid of the pain trust me
I know it only will make it
Worse in the long run
I understand how hard
It is to stop
I have urges to
But i remember and ask my self
Is it worth it no its not
There is no healing that way
Please don't go down that path
If you are then work on it
Turn around you can do it
I did and you can to
Trust the lord

Author's Note

To all the self harmer i know what it is like your not alone there is hope

Reviews

[Connie MaryN]

It really seems difficult sometimes but it's the best not to give in and continue to trust God in everything, God is faithful.it's an encouraging poem.

[SmittyJas]

No matter what you been through you been blessed by Jesus Christ he has touch your heart and soul he has brought you back for that Devil that fool You are Blessed and God and I love you.I have problems too.

[wordman]

it comes from satan,he tries to destroy you !

[child of God]

Just to make everything clear i have been cut free for a year and a strong believer of god

[wordman]

good for you !been a believer for years