meaning?A Poem by child of God
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
But there are no excuses ...... I can't compromise over truth No never I'm scared aren't I? I'm scared nothing has changed Here I am ....a jr in high school..... And I am still the same It's like we're all creaters of habitat Trapped in a glass cage of the familiar, spinning, laughing ,drowning Maybe it's not that bad Depression is familiar Dispair is an old freind- Always around but you get use to them And in time you would take them over nothing Who would I be if I wasn't plagued by sleepless nights cutting cravings and pointless depression? I would not be it has lived in me so long that That the face I try harder and harder to put on ever day becomes the lie That is not me anymore I do not know am or Would be Can be Why am I here? Is this God's work? Am I supposed to suffer to help others? Is he testing my faith right now ? Did I have to go through all of this ? I do not know I can do this I can slowly kill this voice That is screaming in my chest And it would grow smaller and smaller In tell it she speaks no more .... © 2015 child of GodFeatured Review
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Added on February 15, 2015Last Updated on February 15, 2015 Authorchild of Godedmond , OKAboutMy name is Stephanie Phillips I am 25 years old I have been writing for nearly seven years I'm a mother of two kids daughter's autistic with apraxia of speech son adhd and I am an autistic woman who .. more..Writing
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