black tears: chapter one

when I was in the police office, I saw sitting on a couch wondering were my mommy and daddy where, I couldn't understand what was going on-wear were my mom and dad. after the car crash blowing up in smithereens I saw a police officer and a women in a black suite talk about, me-what could they be possibly talking about that makes me more involved.

" you know why we cant send her back to Tristan." the police officer said in anger.

" I know that but we have no choice, her parents were going to the court house to change there own will, they told me that they were going to chose there best friend Lauren to take care of her. but there first will thinking that Tristan was a great human being, is the only family she had to go to." the women in the suite said.

the officer scratched his head. "so we just hand her over.

"we have no choice, unless we find out that Tristan was the one who raped though girls that you found the Harland case, then, we have no choice but to let her go with Tristan and petunia." she told him.

he shook his head. " d****t."

"they would be here soon, so you better warn her before Tristan tells her something that much worse." the suite lady said

with warning.

the police officer walked towards me, with deep sadness. "Jessica."

I turned to face him, while I was coloring a picture in my coloring book. "yes."

" do you know what happen to your mommy and daddy." he asked me.

I shook my head at my confusion. " well, when you were in the car with your mommy and daddy, the car crashed with your mommy and daddy in it. so when I took you from the car, and left them in the car itself-so I can save you, but then as I was about to go after you mommy and daddy. the car blew up- and there was, no way to save them." he told me in agony.

I stood there watching his own pain of not saving my mom and dad, but what I cant understand is why does he feel so

upset over two people he hadn't known of. " so what happens now."

" now you would be living with your auntie petunia and uncle Tristan for the time being."

I nod. "ok."

he got up to walk away for me to leave me with my uncle and my auntie, but then turned back to face me, he kneelt back down to give me a paper card. " this is my number, the back of it has my cell number, hide this vary good so they don't see it alright."

I nod. "yes."

I hid the paper card in my coloring book, then turned to face him with my light blue eyes, as two people came in the room

to see wear I was. " oh my god Jessica." petunia said.she walked towards us, as uncle stood there frozen, upset over the death of my mommy and daddy.

"what the hell happen Jason." Tristan said in hardness in his voice

"the car blew up Tristan, so there was no way for them to be saved."

"how the hell would you know." he hissed into anger.

"I was there you bastered." the officer said.

"HAY." petunia yelled at them.

they both looked surprised at her own appearance. " dear I think-"

she cute him off. " I don't care what you think, Jessica just lost her mother and father, and Tristan I know you lost your brother in-law and sister but get over it, we are here for Jessica, so do me a favor and shut up and lets go cuz, I think Jessica hasn't eaten. so do me a favor and get over it and lets go home, you can have an argument later." she told him, with anger as, she picked me up to leave the station to the car outside in the snow.

once we were in the car I saw, uncle Tristan get in the car feeling upset over mommy and daddy dying, I thought it was sweet to see uncle care so much for my mommy and daddy-but what I cant understand is why did we have to leave so quickly.

"so were do you want to eat."

"how about McDonald's." Tristan suggested

I nodded constantly, since I was a kid I had always liked going to mcdonalds- it always made me safe with my mommy and daddy. "yes please."

they both smiled at the excitement of going to McDonald's. "alright McDonald's it is." petunia said.

when we were heading to the drive-way towards mcdonalds, I couldn't help but think about my mom and dad-I will always remember how perfect it was being with my mom and dad.

how it was great seeing the winter hit our lives and seeing how at peace we all were, at that point of view I wish I could be with my mommy and daddy, because of how perfect it was to be around.

we were hitting the corner of the street going towards the restrant, then uncle Tristan kept giving me this thrilling exciting look that mad my insides crawl. why in the world was he looking at me like that, why was he giving me looks that should be only for my auntie.

"ok we are here." aunt petunia said.

once we got out of the Volvo, I went straight to my aunts side, then walked with her, uncle Tristan on the other hand was walking behind us with deep demand of want.

what the hell could I be so appealing that can make him want something from me, then aunt petunia. "auntie."

she turned to look at me." yes hunny."

I glance at uncle, then gripped a hold on to my aunts hand really tight. "nothing, um can I have a lot of nuggets."

she smiled into a laugh. "yes of corse."

we both walked inside of McDonald's, as uncle kept walking behind us.

it was two hours later that we had to head on home, aunt petunia worked early in the morning, and uncle Tristan had to fix his car, before the season of Christmas started this year.

but since we were headed towards the house, I dreaded what was about to happen if I was ever alone with uncle Tristan, now I know why the officer gave me his card for help, so uncle Tristan wouldn't do anything I really hated to happen.

I wish my mommy and daddy were still alive, they would keep me safe in my world, unlike uncle Tristan, I hat to know that he would do something to me that would make my life a living hell, I am 5 years of age and I don't want to fear for my own life, when I just found out my mother and father just died in a car crash.

as i looked out side of the car and began to pray, that uncle doesn't ever do anything i dread to ever experience. just seeing the trees we all pass, along with the snow sticking to the trees, i saw we were at the house, it was the same house that my grandma and grandpa gave to my uncle in the will they had.

once i got out of the car, i ran up to the steps and began to head towards the kitchen.

once aunt petunia came to see me right in front of the TV, she went to gather her things in the office my grandfather used once he was alive. when she came back to the living area, she kneelt down. " ok Jessica i am going to leave you with you uncle for the time being alright."

i looked at her with fear." why?"

"because i have to go help at your school for a foundation for Christmas." she told me.

i nod, then looked at my dolly that my mother gave me last Christmas. "ok, come home soon."

she smiled. "i will."

once she had left the house, i began to fear for my own life, i knew staying with uncle Tristan would be the most horrifying experience to ever feel since we came to the house since the car crash.

uncle Tristan went straight toward the kitchen to grab a beer, since my mom and dad had died, he has been drinking for the past 2 to 4 hours since my aunt left the house.

right now knowing my aunt had left to help at my school for the foundation, I knew the night wasn't about to end with uncle Tristan being drunk.

when uncle came into the living room, i was watching my favorite show Dora Dora the explorer, i saw him look at me like i was his prize to be devoured.

he came to sit next to me, as i was watching tv and plying with my dolly. "Jessica, i love you, you know that right."

i nod, then went completely silent.

"and you should know that, we will always be together in this house."

i nod.

"then what you should know is that-we should get to know, one another." he whispered to me, with deep care.

he gotten up to removed his cloths, as i saw him removing his jacket, then his shirt, i saw him unzipping his pants as, i began to fear for my own life. " i will show you how a man can treat a child."

i began to scream, i was about to run went he grabbed me, and pushed me against the rug, ripping my cloths off, i tried to get away from his grasp, but he was to strong for me to get away.

he was kissing my lips, as he traced his hands down my body with my hips, he reached my private part, the one i didn't know he could possibly access. i was crying for my own life, i screamed at how his fingers fit through the hole that was down into my private area.

once that was done, he kissed my body down to my area, that is when i really screamed for my mommy and daddy. "NOOOOOO, PLEASE DONT." I screamed out.

when it was 2 hours later, from hearing his delight moan, he stood up breathing in such great humor, he grabbed his penise to put it in some wear it wasn't suppose to go at ,my own age.

"NO,NO,NO....PLEASE DONT." when he didn't stop i screamed for my own life, then i began to tear up in a black dark stare in fear, they were my black tears that never disappear from my own black sorrow coming into my deep heart.

 

 

 

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[shanna wilson]

Thanks,just trying to figure out what to write next.

[Fire Heart]

Good job shanna its reaally nice...