The World Unseen and Unspoken

During the school day its like I'm going through Hell
I am stuck so deep with this story to tell
Know one else understands how I feel
Somedays I think its not really real

Family Friends I know there by my side
But what happens when all seems to collide
They try to help not knowing what to say
I'm just a problem being wished away

I watch them pass by me with everything in life
Then the others turn to the knife
The drama of life is just so hard to take
I cant take it and just decide to fake

What people see on the outside isn't really me
Don't know what I go through don't really see
I love them with all of my heart
But sometimes its a matter of seeing the part