im in grace chapt.1 (Re-birth)

after escaping from the dark candies..getting to know myself and anything else..!

Im in grace..i discovered that peaceful place that I almost lost trace..i admit that I still lack the perfect faith that I keep to chase..im on the right way, knowing that I got the appropriate pace that I always I used to misplace ..i found the primary base, mostly concrete not made of some fluffy lace..i remember my walking stick try to maintain a balance..i dropped it..now im ready for the actual race..i escaped that endless loop..that painful maze..that abnormal case.

I have learned my lessons..paid my dues, fake fears..lame peers..stupid toys and gears, caused me chronic tears..

I followed that sound , urge me to fly in the darkest playground..round after round..eventually I hit the ground, I ignore and rebound, feeling all crowned..evil compound!!

Hey my soul that I almost lost  for good..i was expert humiliating you, torturing you,deceive you, fight you, ignore you..i know that you want to be close to who created you..now im learning to embrace you, to train you..sometimes you tease me, I tease you..thats normal I know..healthy to do so..that tolerance we need to fight that ugly crow..who is getting smarter, trying to rise everytime I stand tall..but its ok..i created some organic bullets, they are priceless..you are deeply cheap..im only human and i see you creep..you are still challenging me..tell me about your usual weapons..same colorful candies?,white, brown,up and down..same trip, different ride..ohh you redesign, new colors??shiny boxes, credible sources??ohhh you changed the menu!..i see you grow some new claws..now you maneuver, you wait for a more clean shot..to drain me, through my needs, my wants, my instincts, my pride..bring your war..now I see..its clear..two lines to draw..materialistic ceiling and a floor.. selfish, greedy,confusing,fobiatic world you want to create..i think you have a greater plan..