Gritty coffee

Gritty coffee

A Poem by lizardbrain

Gritty coffee
ground too fine
Silt slipping through the mesh of my french press
each sip bitter and coarse
Coffee always smells better than it tastes
Or maybe I just don't know how to 
treat it right
You'd think after all these years
we would be in sync.
The blood running through my veins
connecting all the different parts of me,
Desperate for the caffeine to
enhance communication
Synapses, nerve endings
One hand frantically writing
the other running anxiously through my hair
Transferring nervousness to those around me
All these points of connection
Never synthesizing into one cohesive being
Always ground too fine
slipping through the mesh
Becoming a coarse bitterness in
someone else's mouth
I'm sure I smell better than I taste.

© 2019 lizardbrain


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Nah, I'm sure you taste just as good as you smell.
It sounds like a situation where a person is afraid to be themselves because they will be just a mistake in everyone else's eyes. This anxiety is what they depend on but at the same time are held prisoner by. I really love the comparison to coffee in this poem and the attention to detail.

Posted 5 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lizardbrain

5 Years Ago

you're not far off there... thanks for reading and i appreciate the feedback :)



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There's some anxiety here in "Never synthesizing into one cohesive being" which would worry me if I had, a sense of being fragmented, unsure of oneself vis-a-vis others' perception of us. The dissaatisfaction with how you've turned out 'You'd think after all these years we would be in sync' is well expressed. If you dwell on it, it gets worse. Alternatively, just push it to one side, accept and b e happy,

Posted 5 Years Ago


I picked up here on feelings of dissatisfaction with self. Always ground too far, slipping through the net made me think of lack of substance, insignificant. I don't know whether that was your intention, but that's what came through. Good poem..

Chris

Posted 5 Years Ago


I was going to say why finely ground tastes more bitter, but caught myself before going into teacher mode that no one wants to hear :)
Not to detract frpm the rest, but your end lines really do pack a punch. Sometimes the eagerness to communicate itself is the cause of jangling nerves, making us feel like a washing machine on spin cycle, or at least our stomaches. As an excessive talker, who goes through phases of never talking, I recognise the excesses of energy we need just to face the day sometimes. Being met with stony silence feels like rejection, but is it really, for someone who lacks even enough empathy for a moments kindness. They are no loss really, so why do we let them get to us so much?
Answers on a postcard, to the usual address, if you know the answer.
I'm liking these muchly.

Posted 5 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Lorry

5 Years Ago

It's basically for the same reason grated cheese tastes stronger, there is more surface area, so the.. read more
lizardbrain

5 Years Ago

thanks for the insight! I like the thought of more surface area = more to taste.. not necessarily be.. read more
Lorry

5 Years Ago

Yep, wrong coffee or maker doesn't work. A universal maker that takes all kinds, invent that and you.. read more
Nah, I'm sure you taste just as good as you smell.
It sounds like a situation where a person is afraid to be themselves because they will be just a mistake in everyone else's eyes. This anxiety is what they depend on but at the same time are held prisoner by. I really love the comparison to coffee in this poem and the attention to detail.

Posted 5 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lizardbrain

5 Years Ago

you're not far off there... thanks for reading and i appreciate the feedback :)
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Rye
Creative and cute really.

Posted 5 Years Ago


lizardbrain

5 Years Ago

thank you!

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