While I Die

How is it easy
to get through the day
when everything I do
reminds me of times
back / Home
was so much better
than the life that's
ahead of me
Can't you see
all of these things
they ask me to do
I'm doing it all for you
So help me through
these times
-                                -
Try to wrap
yourself around me
It's harder
than it seems
I'd advise to just
step aside
while I die
-                                -
All I can think about
is home
And it makes me cry
all alone
I can't stop myself
from feeling this way
I'm depressed
every single day
of the week
Sunday, I feel o.k.
for a little while
until I realize
where I am
Monday is the day
that I die inside
It's the start of Mr. Hyde
Tuesday, all the s**t
starts again
And my head
starts to swim
with ideas of
suicide
Wednesday, it all
stays the same
I'm here, I'm not
there where I
really want to be
Thursday, make it
all go away
I don't think I
can take the
rest of this week
without you
Friday, it's about
to end.  But it's
only the end
of the week
Saturday it comes
to a close
But I know it's
gonna start, it's
always the same,
yes it will start
tomorrow
-                                -
Try to wrap
yourself around me
It's harder
than it seems
I'd advise to just
step aside
while I die
-                                -
All of this, it
seems like years
Maybe because
it is / in between
my ears / it's
eternity / swimming
in my fears
I can't leave
this place
I can't take
this place
Everybody just
kill me!
Put your bullets
in my head
Just kill me
I really want to
be dead
-                                -
Try to wrap
yourself around me
It's harder
than it seems
I'd advise to just
step aside
while I die

Reviews

[Lexy]

Good repetitiveness... if that's a word.
If I would change anything about your poem, I'd put spaces in between each day of the week. It's a bit hard to read right now.