running from these thoughts

running from these thoughts

trying to bind me

money only brought

the greed inside me

something I have sought

are sunny days to hide me

the weed has taught

that the top is worth climbing

up to, but can I trust you

with what I must do

to bring the best outta me

but don't tell me that

you believe in me doubtfully

'cause i can't do it without pushing

myself to search for the wealth

where I'll find my mental health

Author's Note

written a few months ago