Frightful momentsA Story by Haim KadmanAn excerpt of my book "The death sciences"Frightful
moments I
shouldn't have asked him that question, whether or not he knew Carlos, but
except that small slip of tongue it was a very good and pleasant day! Samir thought on his way to his
scheduled meeting with Karim. He became so furious all of a sudden " how
strange? 'Carlos who,' he asked me spitting it out with such anger! And that
wasn't the end of it. 'That famous scarecrow,' he called him mockingly. “The
invention of the CIA and the Zionists...! Blown up of all proportions to
belittle our heroic deeds! Any fool can turn out miracles, by facing unarmed
civilians with automatic weapons!’ Such a reaction that foolish question of
mine has created, and I’d almost had a second unpleasant foolish one. Luckily
enough I kept my mouth shut and didn't retort. For haven't we ourselves
faced unarmed people just as that ‘scarecrow’ did. He could guess what
Karim's answer would have been, if he'd opened his trap, and he would have been
right. For they fought for their freedom " while that ‘scarecrow’ was a mere
opportunist! Anyway his
main problem is about to be solved, with that bizarre compromise, which he
reached with Karim " for he didn't and couldn't have anything else, there was
no other choice in fact. It’s worth trying, if I’ll succeed or if I’ll fail,
I won't return to Abu-naeef " that's sure enough! They might send me to Cuba
for all I care... And I did receive my first salary, some twelve hundred pounds
in a folded envelope " sneaked under the table... Well, I nearly messed up everything
yesterday, thank god Karim cooled down as fast as he had heated up! Samir
thought much relieved. The time
was two twenty one, nine minutes left, and he needed a minute or two at the
most to get there. As he was strolling leisurely on the wide pavement, making
his way between the few passers-by, right out of the blue he heard a familiar
voice calling out a name: ‘Shaoul!!!’ He panicked
as if he had his worst nightmare turned into reality, so frightened was he… He
wasn't able to attach that familiar voice to a face. He couldn't even recall
whose voice was it...! Hurrying his pace he tried to get away, as fast as he
could " without daring to turn round and have a look, to identify the source of
his sudden anxieties… ‘Shaoul!!!’
Once more he heard
it, much closer this time, resounding, echoing in his brain a thousand times.
Another second passed and a hand was laid on his shoulder, He could feel the
man's hot breath on his neck. ‘What's the matter with you, are you deaf?’ The familiar
voice said in Hebrew. It was Ghill, his ex room mate... Pale and utterly shocked
Samir turned to him without a single word " he was simply petrified. ‘Aren't you glad to see me, you fool!’ He barked at him in
Hebrew. ‘Cut it out!’ He managed to order his old friend in English.
‘Let's find ourselves a quiet corner...’ He added and led the way, to the
nearest doorway in sight. ’Listen, of
course I'm glad to see you, but lets speak in English and you know very well
why…’ ‘But I'm
the one who should be scared of speaking Hebrew.’ Ghill protested with ado,
pushing Samir's shoulder slightly backwards. ‘Sure, but
speaking it I'm as vulnerable as you are, no terrorist will spare me...
Listen...!’ He urged his old friend again.
‘I'm terribly short on time, I've got a very important business
appointment with a Pakistani partner, and you might have wrecked our deal, if
you happened to meet me in his presence… Again I must stress how sorry I'm, but
I'm leaving London right after that meeting, and he's seeing me to the
airport.’ He went on without letting
Ghill to interrupt him. ‘Leave me your phone number and I'll call you " as soon
as I'll get back to my office.’ ‘I'm with
the Israeli embassy.’ ‘Fine, I'll
call you there! Give me five minutes will you, just imagine him seeing us
together! As he
turned to go, he heard Ghill calling after him:
‘Old Harpaz died…’ Samir
stopped abruptly and turned back to face him. ‘God forbid really? Allah acbar,
had a stroke or something?’ ‘He was
murdered!’ ‘What a
blow! What a terrible blow! Sorry but I must be off, I'll call you tonight...!
He promised without looking back. Raising his
eyes off his wristwatch, moving fast on the broad pavement, he saw a face
watching his. A typical oriental face of a dark complexion ugly and distorted
with hatred; a face he had never seen before, but he wasn't going to forget it
easily either. Some mad man... He told himself, trying to drive away the
bad omen from his thoughts " which that ugly horrid face, on the other side of
the road represented. I’m a
blessed young man, a lucky one... Nothing would harm me, no evil eye "
nothing!!! He kept
encouraging himself, spitting right in front of him as he walked, three
successive times " just in case… I’ve managed to get away from Ghill right
in time! God how close it was...! He recalled encouraging himself once
more, and I’ve got two minutes to spare yet and that ugly face won't frighten
me either! Looking over his shoulder to see whether Ghill isn't in his
wake, he rushed towards his meeting place with Karim. Near the first news-stand
he saw him waiting, hidden almost at its side " holding a folded paper in one
hand, screening the passing crowd. He was an impressive figure of a man,
attired with much taste; a grey suit and a matching light blue tie, over a
white shirt " which made a fine and delicate contrast with his dark features;
and although he was of an average height, his lithe body and fine cloths made
him rather conspicuous, a fact that didn't fit a man of his profession. That
anyhow was the little Samir had learned and known, without his well-dressed
instructor's lessons. © Haim Kadman
1991 " all rights reserved. © 2012 Haim Kadman |
StatsAuthorHaim KadmanPetach-Tikva, IsraelAboutProfile: A few words about myself: being a native of a small country whose waist is seventeen kilometers wide in a certain area; and in seven to eight hours drive one can cross its length, I was amaze.. more..Writing
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