Chapter 4

       The hours pass by, my classes go on. Before I know it, it's free period. My body shakes as a step outside into the cold winter day. I walk over to the picnic tables where no one is. That is where I go everyday... until he comes to get me to go behind the school. I sit and wonder. I wonder if he was planning anything different today. I could only hope. 

       I see him come out of the school doors. My heart stops beating for a few seconds. As he approaches me he has his arms out expecting for a hug. I look at him wit no expression on my face, besides terror. He hugs me anyways. As I just sit there with my hands by my side. He takes my hands and pulls me of the picnic table. He starts hinting me to follow him to the back of the school. I follow him, but I go slowly. Trying to spear as much time as I can. 

      We get to the back wall of the school. He presses me up against it, I feel his breath on my face as he gradually gets closer to my freezing body. I feel his lips touch mine. We make out for about thirty seconds, then I pull back. He asks me what's wrong. I just stand there, asking so many questions in my head. I finally ask one. I ask why he was acting like nothing happened the very night before. The phone call. The other two phone calls. He sigs once more and tells me he is sorry. I feel a tear run down my face. It freezes after about a minute. He hugs me and kisses my lips once again. Telling me that everything is going to be okay and that he would never even think of hurting me.      " I Promise..." He says.

      We start making out again. It seems like he's really getting into it now. In my mind, I'm getting a little scared. I pull back. "Ugh!" He exclaimed. There is a scared look in my eyes. He knows instantly that I was afraid of him. He keeps saying the same thing over and over again. That he loves me and that he would never hurt me. I tell him aloud that I do want to believe him. I really do. I tell him, I just don't know. I could tell by his facial expressions that he was getting really irritated. He violently takes my arm and yanks me off the cement wall. My head jerks back as he does it in surprise. I bash my head off the wall. I scream in pain. He puts his big hand over my mouth and shoves me to the ground. I sit there on the cold snow, holding my aching head. 

     " You promised. " I said to him as more tears come pouring out of my eyes. 

     " Well, we don't all keep our promises, now do we? " He replies as he punches me out with his hard, clutched fist. I'm out cold.