Life With Him

 Someone very special to me once told me that he would love me until the day he dies. Life is a challenge. You just have to learn to get through the obstacles it takes you through. Don't be afraid to ask for help along the way. That one friend, also told me that I am the only one that makes him happy. I am his life. That I am his everything. He told me that if I died, he was coming with me. Sometimes, I ask myself these questions, is he telling the truth? Does he really, truly love me as much as he says he does? Other times, I don't need to ask those questions. In my heart I will always know that he loves me. Forever.

The one thing I don't know right now and I'm not sure when or if i will, is if I love him back. I know I love him, but is it real love? I ask myself that same question everyday. He always tells me that he will never get me fully in his life. All the way. I know he wants me to be with me. I just don't know if he is the right one for me. I probably won't know until later on in life. On this very night he asked me, " Babe. The other night when that one star was in the sky when we were at your grandparents house... Guess what I wished for?" those were his exact words. I remember I asked him what he wished for. He said one simple word, three simple letters. He said, " you " That's it.

After that, he said that he knew it would never happen. You see, he is going to be moving this year. He feels that he will never get a real chance to truly show his love for me and be with me. You know what I always say to him? I say, " You don't know that. No one knows what the future is going to bring us. We just have to go with the flow. juggle life, until It's over. "  But whenever he replies to that, it's always something negative. I know that life is a not a game. It's the real thing.

We have to learn to go through life and think positive. Just go through life, have faith. Love, Faith, and Dreams is all you really need to complete it successfully. My friend, that I've been talking about, he is incredibly special to me. He is probably the most important person in my life. He gives me confidence in my life. He is the only reason I get up for school in the morning. The only reason I smile every second of everyday. Without him, there would be nothing to smile about anymore...