Hallways

I walk through the halls at Madison Junior High. I speak to no one. I look at no one. I think of no one...besides Her. I think of how she used to walk these same halls. How she used to use one of these same lockers. I feel a tear roll down my check from my hazel eyes. I walk around the halls. Just thinking about Her. Thinking about all the times she walked in the halls and talked to her friends and the one she loved. I picture the past. I picture the future and what it could have and should have been like. If only she was still here to make the future complete. When she left, I was told that she took a part of everyone with her. I believe that in my heart, that is true. I believe she took a pretty big part out of everyones, if not a lot of peoples, lives. Including mine. When I go past the halls today, I see everyone laughing or working. No one is ever just sitting there, doing nothing, just thinking. I, myself do that a lot. I know no one could have stopped her from doing what she did, but someone deffinatly could have tried. I didn't try. I regret that I didn't try. I regret all of it. I wish I could jsut turn back time. Or just end my time right now...I walk in the halls. The empty halls. I ask myself if I'm the only one who thinks about her. I still don't know that answer. I probably never will. But I know that this summer, on that very day, something did happen. A life changing tragidy happened. And it's never going to be erased.