do you hav guts to start from scartch

do you have guts to start from scratch, 

do you have guts to wait patiently

do you have guts to let go and feel he is safe with her

do you have guts to accept his wedding

do you have guts to make hm to sleep when he is tired instead of making him take 

drugs and invoke his private parts

do you have guts to spend with bedridden  and stop enjoying your fun in hollywood

do you have guts to give baby with your x husband

do you have guts to wait for his health get better instead of forcing on the sick body

do you have guts to not to fight with him 

i do and i know you dont

this shows who is more capable and patient and loving and caring. 

writing and painting bullshit is the type of you screwing up life with planning killing father, 

why did you hide your dad is a astrologer, and why did you say someone looked into your jathakam

why would your dad leave you alone and your mother at the very needed time

my parents want to live for us, 

i am here i have everyone but not with anyone, why do i, you have any idea

it is the life which i want to lead, not hurting anyone,

i made a decision for him and living here, if one touch or cut in me, makes your life hell. 

take some meds and sleep, atleast you hav health to live for 100yrs. 

Reviews

[Abhilash Hegde]

emotional fiery, powerful thoughts penned straight from the wedge of a heart. It speaks to the reader with all sincerity and grit about what it is to endure and what it is to care and stand up for yourself. Thanks for writing, sharing this piece.

[Neville]

this has got me thinking about all sorts of impossibilities .. thank you & take care Jessy .. Neville

[Thomas W Case]

Powerful work. Great job.

[hiren]

Thank you Thomas. I feel God forgives you for the first time, second time and not anymore the third time. i did wait patiently bearing all the grin, now its not needed. I really appreciate your time to review my work and he says i am his inspiration, but in a way he is my inspiration.

-jessy jacob
he is my safe hands that holds me, when i stuck he shows the way.Love is not a toy when you needed yougo and sleep,it is the care youdo and fight for his safety.
love is my God and he is my God.