B.L.I.N.D- Believing Lies In Nature's Deception

My sanity in a fucked up world.

We live in this beautiful world

Filled of ugly things,

Filled of anger and hatred,

Filled of blood and gore,

Filled of evil and war.

Some live with the indecesion

To go on with misery or end it.

To continue living in this horrible make-shift world

Or to hope that death can save them.

 

We look to the tragedy of the foster child

In the care of an abuser.

The alcohol pours down through his being,

Left to see blur,

Blur was the child he started beating.

The foster child left on the bathroom floor,

Crying tears that burn his hope out of its light,

Bloody and destroyed, giving up his will to fight.

He finds himself asking...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?"

 

We look to the diminishing spirit of a drug addict.

Staring in the mirror with his blood shot eyes.

Disappointed with what life has become.

Living on the edge, almost dead.

Not knowing if he can take another step

And end this life mess.

He finds himself asking...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?"

 

We look to the sorrowful broken prostitute

Trying to forget her awful memories.

Memories of her childhood with her drunken mother

And absent father.

A gent pulls up,

She stares into the dirty man's face,

Wishing she had the courage to drive a blade into her heart

And end it before it starts.

She finds herself asking...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?"

 

We look to the helpless little girl

Crying in the corner

Praying and wishing for someone to save her

Mother has no knowledge of the horror in her daughter's bedroom

The little girl told mother of how every night he sneaks in

And steals a little more of her innocence

Mother refuses to believe her "wonderful" boyfriend would do this

I suppose ignorance truly is bliss.

3 AM she lies there awake

He left her room, he's touched her...

Weeping quietly, sinking in that horrifying, disgusting bed

She finds herself asking...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?"

 

We look to the beautiful starlet

Trying to make her dream come true

But everyone keeps telling her she's not fit

She must be skinny, she must have THE LOOK!

She stands in the bathroom stall injecting the heroin in her vein

For a split second she felt completely sane.

Her heads spinning

Throwing up, trying to stay skinny

She passes out, waking up to her skelital figure

Staring into the emptiness that she is

She finds herself asking...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?"

 

We look to the pale face of a uniquely beautiful girl

She wasn't like the rest of the girls in her school

So its alright that they made her feel like a fool

They teased and taunted that beautiful girl

They said she was ugly and wasn't fit for the world.

Her bestfriend was always there for her

But this time he was a minute too late

He stands over her bloody corpse

He didn't even tell her, he truly loved her

The police have narrowed down to the pain killers and the butcher knife.

They've reported she took her own life.

She left behind this ugly world

With a note next to the pistol aimed at her head

That read...

"Is it worth it to go on, or should I end it?

...I can't go on living in this horrible world

Tonight I will end it."