Chapter 1

    Death such an interesting topic. Perhaps I thought of it to much....maybe thats why i'm the living dead, right now? I'm not really alive and yet i'm not really dead. Well let us start at the begining so your not so confused. I had a normal live...I guess. I had my parents who were in the process of a divorce. I also had my twin sister. Daisy (my sister) she has bright blue eyes, golden blond hair and if you ask me, I think she's prettier than me (but obviously she's still living). We are the same height which was is around 5'4". I should probably describe me too. I have jet black hair and red eyes, and yes my eyes were red when I was alive too. No one knows where my eye color came from because it's obviousley not a normal thing to have.

 

    I slowly started dieing when my parents divorce began. Everytime they would argue I would get sicker and sicker. When I say I was dieing I don't mean litterally, more like I would become depressed and suicidal. I had attempted to kill myself several times, but everytime I would go to do it...I...I...just couldn't bring myself to do it and when my mother found out she started makeing me go to therapy. I knew my parents loved Daisy more...I just did. The would always be compareing us. "Rose! Why can't you be more like your sister?" this is one of the lines I herd regulary from my parents.

 

     I got blamed for everything. This is what caused regular arguments between me and my parents! Even when my sister got pregnant, I was blamed.

 

     It was a regular Saturday evening, right after dinner, I was in my room trying to get my mind off of the argument I just had with my mother when my sister came in. She looked nervous. "Rose?" she said weakly. "Whats up?" I asked. "I think I'm pregnant....I just took one of those home pregnency tests and it was positive!" Daisy explained scardley. "What? DAISY! Your not supposed to be doing this stuff! Whose baby is it? You need to tell mom and dad like now!" I said angerly knowing that i'd some how get blamed for this.  "It's Greg's baby and I'm not ready to tell mom and dad yet!" "Well Daisy hate to break it to ya, but there gonna notice eventually and if you don't tell them I will!"

 

     Of course she refused to tell our parents, she claimed they have to much goin on with the divorce. So when Daisy left the room I went downstairs to tell our mom. Dad had moved out and into a house in the neighborhood so that he would still be close to us. "Mom" I said trying to not let Daisy hear. "What is it?" She asked rudley! "I think we need to go to dad's the three of us Daisy needs to say something and she won't say anything unless she's forced" "Is it that important Rose" "Mom! It's urgent!" "Fine go get Daisy and let's go!"

 

      I went upstairs and told Daisy we were going to our dad's so of course she came. The three of us drove over to my dad's house. I sat everyone down and said "Daisy has something to tell you guys"

 "ROSE! YOU RUINED EVERYTHING! I WASN'T READY TO TELL THEM YET!"