Boxed Off

This house is full of people

Yet I am boxed off today

And they oblivious to my state

My eyes, I draw closed

And battle with the thoughts

That invade

Your unconscious eyes

Penetrate my peace

A cloud of alcohol hangs over You

Our roles reverse

I am the mother

You the child

I want to reprimand You

I want to scream

I want to hold You

And make everything

Different

I want to despise You

I love You

Don't

Numb tears streak down my face

I refuse to let You see them

As I do Your bidding for

Peace's sake

As I envelop my brother

Who shakes in anger

I ask for strength

 

Reviews

[bluessadmood]

Ohh how lovely ,how you weave your way into others thoughts..just with words
The house was always full ,yet now no one i see or feel
i close my eyes and try with those thoughts
you were always strange to me ..
i want to mother you for a while
ohh child you can scream ,i wont hold you
want to feel diffrrent as me ,i loved you once
despised you once so many
yes i cry but you shall not see
i called for peace just like you while you used to shake
and i tell you now and then ,some more strength to show
this could never be written any better
could never enter a soul so easy
lovely write..

[A.A.Romanczuk]

Thank You, dear Blues :) You are always so kind...thank You :)