Try to. But I have my reasons.

Maybe you're right.

Maybe I am to young to feel such grief.

Maybe the fact that my eyes show such hate towards the world

is just to much for you.

Maybe my attitude towards everyone I just met or simply don't

trust is too hostile.

Maybe you're right.

But how can you blame me?

I have seen things a person my age

doesn't want to make any contact with.

I have seen people I care for, shatter into

millions of damaging pieces.

I have heard about betrayal.

I have seen such hypocrisy between

friends.

I have seen uncountable fallen tears

over supposed "love".

And I have seen marriages

slowly deteriorate.

Love leaving far away.

Like leaves in the coldness of fall.

And what I am supposed to do?

How can you not expect someone to shut

themselves in after seeing such things.

I can't keep myself oblivious to these

things.

You have to understand some people aren't strong enough

to keep such emotions.

You cannot blame me.

I have to protect myself.