Skipping to Walking

What happened of my tiny little world...

            I skipped around, feeling the whole world was just one big flower garden. Thinking everyone in the world was the best person ever. When we all know that's not quite true. But how could I notice when I was always in my tiny little world.

       I skipped around, everywhere, feeling there was no ending. Wondering how anyone could ever be sad or just not feel happy. So, unfortunately, reasons soon started appearing. Being in my own world soon became a bad distraction to the real world. And the real world just couldn't take that.

     People soon asked me why I was so happy, and to be completely honest, I didn't even know myself. That was just how I always felt. But the world just couldn't take it. An angry person would get angrier just by seeing someone feeling the slightest bit happy.

     So, I started visiting my tiny little world less often. Until suddenly, I had completely forgotten what even was that made my happy little world, happy. And as this happened, I finally understood why people were sad. Why they were mad. Why people said society was just messed up. I didn't know what to do. What the hell was a person like me supposed to do here. I had been living in ignorance for so long, I just didn't know how to fit in.

      I eventually gave up, and just tried to go unnoticed. Trying to build walls around me, so they wouldn't notice how out of place I was. And I didn't skip anymore. Just walked around with my walls.

       Sometimes I wish I could go back to my tiny little world. But after seeing all the bad things happen right in front of my face, ignoring them became quite complicated.

    

Reviews

[Gray]

~The real world has ugly things and beautiful things in it. We're going to see a good deal of both in our lifetimes. Maybe its our attitude towards them that creates our demeanor. Maybe its the things we choose to dwell on that makes the difference. I can only guess. ~

[highwalls]

You have a point, but sometimes the world disappoints you one to many times. Thank you for the review.

[Bacchus]

walls of happiness
replaced with walls of distance and protection

one of my favorite things about God is that He asks us to remember....
it seems in the forgetting we become sad, mad, angry...

going to do some remembering myself- thank you for that

[highwalls]

You are very welcome. Thank you for the review.