Lyric of A Longing

An old poem of mine from my ninth grade.

In this hollow scheme

I wait, longing for a blurred thing

Thoughts flying high, playing with pretty dreams

For them I wait, and give it I will

A line of smile on these lips

Waiting, forever I'm longing

Drowning in a sea of human being

But I wake in reality, so lonely

And to the sky so high my thoughts fly

If only you're here, how would it feel?

Waiting for a sweet, sweet hope

Shame to me, waking in reality scope

Those I wait never come, all has gone

Restless they are, my dreams and hopes

Even so, still I long for their shadows

My dreams, are they hopeless?

My heart keeps asking, yet the brain answers

Yes, the angels won't come, it is meaningless

So then my soul laughs in desperation

Never mind, I lie, 'tis okay to let go

In the opera of disappointment

I sing, moan, cry to all

A lyric of a feeling so dead

With a song of dream so endless

A song of the unfinished long

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